It’s been a long time

My dear blog.. Yes, I do realise that I haven’t been writing in recent weeks or months even but that doesn’t mean that I don’t miss writing here. I’m physically and mentally drained(when am I ever not) and working everyday(and I mean everyday) doesn’t help that case. But there’s always a positive at the very end of everyday, that’s to talk to the one that took my heart and breath away. 

Working in a bank is a super tough job and I don’t get how am I suppose to continue working like this when my school starts but I guess that’s the very reality in life; there’s never an easy way out and I suppose that I will come out stronger. 

Since young, I never once led an easy life. My whole life, I have been chasing and running towards something I can’t even see or touch. Pushing myself harder just because I don’t want to lead a life like this anymore. All these blood, sweat and tears that made me the way I am today, I don’t regret it one bit just because it shaped me to become someone who is strong mentally. 

But now, things have changed. I’m starting to learn things differently and just be contented with whatever I have. I have a roof over my head, I have food to eat, I have people that love and care about me, I have two jobs although it’s tough to balance at times; but all in all, I should be contented with everything that I have till now. Of course I still have the drive in me to continue to strive but I think part of my personal evolution, I have also learn to look at both sides of the coins; striving for the things that you want in life and appreciating what you have now. 

Everyone sees that either one side of the coin but a few sees both. Well, it’s never too late to be appreciative of what you have. Just don’t wait till it’s too late… You never know what life is going to bring on the plate next so let’s just enjoy the ride. 

On the side note, I recently just left the office at 10pm… I know.. Woah. Hahaha but it’s an experience nonetheless. I will write here soon but till then. 

The feeling of coming back home to someone who you love is always the best feeling ever.