Future is just a step in time after the present. If we take a step back to look at it, it’s actually a very scary thing. We don’t know what will happen in the future but yet we make plans for it. We cannot be fully certain of what lies ahead but we can just look ahead and move forward. To me, that is suppose to be scary because I could not see the road ahead of me.
Most of the times, there’s no “guide” lights along the way. Putting out both of our hands trying to figure out the obstacles lying ahead while trying to survive. It’s almost too tough for others to comprehend but sometimes I feel that I have people beside me helping me push through. They are the source of strength that makes my clock tick, my engine run and my spirits high.
Recently I took a leap forward; me and germs went to choose our housing unit. It was quite an exciting process but at the same time, scary. To be honest, this is a huge commitment and I am hoping that I have the capability to finance my house. I guess that’s why I need to continue saving up on my finances because I really don’t want to have a life where I have to constantly worry about money.
On a more positive note, the house that I chose is quite a good location I suppose. With shopping malls within distance and transportation by bus or train nearby, I kind of think that it’s the perfect place to be in. There are still so much potential to grow in this area itself and who knows, there might be more upcoming projects to upgrade the area. So fingers crossed.
Right here right now as I’m writing this post, I feel that I have so much weight on my shoulders and I don’t know how can I release them. The weight of the world on me. Sometimes I thrive on these, but sometimes I just wanna be that kid in me and have no worries at all. But I know that I can’t. As we grow older, everything gets heavier.
Take care everyone who reads this post. Because I know that I haven’t been posting a lot lately but whenever I see views on my blog, it feels good because at least I know that there are people listening out there. I know that I’m not alone in all of these but do you know that too?
I’m always here for you guys too.